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No cure to our loneliness
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Walking into a small club near my apartment
Stick itself into an old building, without a good ventilation, damp, a bit dark and gloomy
A space that big, could only contain less than a hundred people
I let myself in, slowly, met a few friends here and there
Not really sure if I should go there or not
.
Inside, a red and purple light fills the vibe with uneasiness
I sit there, idly, ordering a plain vodka to ease my depression and loneliness that grows in me like a cancer
The smoke tastes like a caramel, those girls, in the mid 20, talking about their cheating boyfriends while inhaling the vape, a cheap one, you know
.
Slowly walk myself out from those damp venue
Outside, I feel more depressed, the movie about how my parents thinks of me as a failure become clearer
.
I force myself to get inside, once again
Force myself to move with the vibe, the stabs, nodding, moving
Add another bottle to my tab
Same old plain vodka
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Forcing myself to letting go
Letting go the sadnedd, the depression, uneasiness, gloominess, the pain in my chest
I close my eyes, I close my eyes
I scream, the loudest scream I ever screamed since I came to this planet
I cried, I cried till my eyes hurt
I laugh, I laugh to myself for being a failure
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I lose my counciousness, and never wake up
.
PS:
There's no PS in this, listen it in a whole, don't skip anything, close your eyes and let yourself walk into those club
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track released May 6, 2017
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